Sunday, March 18, 2012

babies

Hanneli holding her dummy in
place


Hanneli and mum taking a nap :)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Redonkulous

My boobs are sooo big because im breastfeeding its redonkulous - think i need new bras :(

Monday, March 5, 2012

Oh F***

Just as i was getting better, im getting sick again :(

Confuzzled

Hrmmm... Just been invited to a wedding at the end of april 2012...in sydney, we really want to go because its one of hubbies good friends and prolly one of the last few weddings we will ever be invited to.. So humph?! Go or no go? Im very reluctant to travel with such a young baby (omg where do i begin to pack?! For all of us?!) plus who is going to baby sit the baby while we r at the wedding? Argh... Seems all too hard, do i even have a dress i can fit into? But i still really want to go, sight see sydney n eat lots n lots of yummy food, wot do u think? xo

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Ouch

Just got all the doctors and hospital bills from giving birth- and it aint cheap having a baby. I could have bought a small car with that money! Eeek, looks like im going to be poor for a long time

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Tired

Im tired, exhausted and shattered :( it really is HARD WORK ... and i feel so little and pathetic ... Sigh... Where do we go for refunds?

Thursday, February 23, 2012

motherhood

about two and half weeks ago i gave birth to my first child
it was the most amazing thing to see and touch and hold my daughter for the first time
i cant believe she was growing in my tummy for 40 weeks [and 3 days]
i dont think she looks much like me - but i dont care

even though she is so young, she has sooo much personality
she doesnt like being 'dirty' and demands her nappy [wet or poopy] be changed immediately
if her nappy leaks - she will scream and tell you so
if she vomits and drools all over her top - she wants to be changed straight away

she has good days - where she is so placid and easy going and eats and sleeps the day away, sometimes staying awake for a while to play with mum and dad - giving us lots of cheeky smiles and funny faces

then she has horrible cranky days - where she is not a happy chappy and cries and cries and cries
demanding to be held all the time and cuddled and carried
frustating her daddy

but oh... its just the beginning of a long and bumpy journey with lots of love, warmth and happiness

welcome hanneli ava tan

love your mummy
xxoo